You don't know...

You don’t know my heart and how I ache for him
How I wonder why my soul is depleted without his love
You don’t know my secret desire to run
You don’t know how fake I am and what I have to pretend
Moments lost in thought
Situations I will never live
Places I can never be
All because I lost my way one day
All because I couldn’t stand my hurt and pain
I found something to desire, like a heat seeking missile
I was blown away
You don’t know my heart and how I ache for him
Yes, I am lost and hollow and I shall always remain this way
Until one day when I can be true and stop loving him like I do.

May 9, 2010
Michelle Klear