All my life i thought Time could Heal

All my life I thought that time was the best healer
But as the time passed… the things became worse
I still hoped and believed for the things to change
To lift me up from this pit I have fallen into
To make me forget those memories
To make me strong….and make it worth for all I’ve bared and fought
And as the things started to fall out….the hope started dying and I stopped trying
I realized that time was also the biggest tester
It was then I thought of moving on
Putting the pieces together bit by bit
But the time has already done the damage which couldn’t be undone
And still in my mind I wanted the time to move back
To the entire time when all the memories were created
To live all those memories once again
I was stuck in the middle of nowhere
I looked for help
But everyone just passed through
I then knew….that I was all alone in this path
And I alone had to get out of it
It isn’t that I didn’t try
But I failed every time
Failure was something I lived with all of my life
Sometimes I cursed my luck….sometimes my fate
In the end….I didn’t even believe in me
I knew that I had failed the game
The game with no rules