this is what YOU do to ME

Imagine my struggles.
How much I've tried.
Picture everything I do.
All the reasons why I've cried.
You should realize it's all your fault.
My hurt mind is always under assult.

You put it on my shoulders,
All this pressure you force.
All this stress passed onto me.
I can only feel remorse.
So many years spent lying.
So many years spent smiling

How hard I always strain
I don't think you'll ever know.
Why won't you try to see through
these superficial smiles that I loathe?
Can you take this pain away from me?
Why does this hate have to be?

I'm under your gunfire.
Only by a few inches.
I slide behind your insults.
My heart can't be healed with stitches.
The damage dealed is far to great.
You don't see how much you berate.

I see my world is crashing down.
You join in with the beatings.
All the screams are endless for me.
I'm sick of these mistreatings.
You've torn my heart wide open.
You rip me apart and leave me broken.