Dilema

to stay together because of love
or to break up  because i'm mad
to trust my instinct and believe my man
or believe the rumors that  were said
to following heart which i know is true
or to follow the crowd i don't know what to do
to trust the love i feel inside
or to trust people
to give him the benefit of the doubt he deserves
or to give up
to continue love
or begin to hate
to give him the chance to try again
or  leave him and let haters win
to let him explain
or close my ears
to open my heart with  loving arms
or to be cold
to be true to the way i feel in my heart
or leave him in the dark
to be real to myself
or pretend i'm ok
to continue thinngs the way they are
or to stop
to express the way i feel
or to act like its no big deal
to stay the way i am
or to be different
to stay togther because of love
or to break up.......... just because