Hidden Flaw- Liars chapter 2

Hayden Murphy



Life is hard enough to live
    Everyone takes advantage of your kind spirit
    They suck your living soul out
    I never imagined that it would happen to me
    The “it” girl of school,
    The party girl
    The top girl

Death. I was dead, you know, metaphorically speaking
    I was just dead in the minds of people
    Which is worse than anything.
    Social Suicide that’s what I had committed
    Now who knows where I belong,
    I sure don’t.

Glory glory glory

With each breath I take a little bit of me is lost
Life was so much easier before High school.
Before the Drama ensued
Before those damn boys came around the corner
Looking at me like a piece of meat
Not that I complained much.

The sad part?
I loved the looks
The nods I got.
I thrived off of it. 
It was my life source
What kept me going.


When the attention stopped
My battery dropped to empty
Nothing left to keep me going
Where is my energizer bunny now?


My drug has been taken away
My veins are aching for a fix
Supply and demand baby.

Despite everything that has happened
Everything that has eaten me away to the core, everything that
Separates me from the others,
Prepares me for a world so closed minded
Each day I carry on
Radiating in my own bright way
A way that only I can understand
The truth is
Even I am as Desperate as the next person.

Needless to say

The first day back at school,
Will be bumpy
Who will accept me after my exile?
Will anyone want me back?