my insanity

~my insanity~

the darkness is not pleasent
but the white noise is not either
the fall i took was too hard to not be real
laid out by the white light
and taken by the darkness
overcomed by sleepiness
and encased by fear
my eyes wide open
blinded by screams
shot by visions of dreams
shaken from the begining
that ended ever so softly
with a vision of understanding
the light was just a step
a step towards the end
with eyes wide open and i realized
its not the end that im scared of
its the insanity of eternity
too see the light is a twisted turn
to see darkness was the begining of my burn
the burn that enslaved me
time will heal all things
but the punishment of my life is everlasting
and when the war that starts it all will not die
I stand forever
forever alone in my mind