Loner But Not Alone

It's hard to go on living alone. It hurts to know that you have no one to be with. Just yourself. Nobody else will help you face the reality of life. Just you, yourself alone.
I used to live alone for how many years. No parents to guide me as I grow up. No friends at all to cheer me up. No special someone to brighten up my darkest days. Only me... And me alone!
Everything was a mess, in fact. Full of sadness and of grief. I longed to be loved but no one seemed to care. I longed to have someone who would lend me an ear for I had so many things to to tell. I could not really express the real me. I got an ill-feeling instead. I even thought that I would be miserable for all the years to come.
But fate has been kind to me. It gives me reason to live with a smile on my face. It gives me someone who will help me mend my once-rotten world. I'm grateful that someone has come into my life who tickles me to death. He just comes actually. In the most unexpected time. Just when I need someone by my side.
I met a nerve-wracking stranger who later became a loving boyfriend to me. Truly life is an accident, every bit of it--who you fall in love with. It was when I met and got to know him that I learned to appreciate how things could be wonderful in one way or another. He taught me some valuable lessons in life and it made sense indeed. I realized that life has its bounteous beauty that tends to hide. Waiting to be discovered. Fortunately, I have discovered it. Through him-my sweet and loving man. He's my lucky charm. Now I know that I'm really not alone. I have him who's willing to add spice into my world.
He's the reason why I find myself smiling despite difficulties. He's the ray of sunshine who showers me the light into the seemingly dark world. All the remorse and despair have gone out and fled away. No place for them anymore. Only happy thoughts!
A finest, treasurable relic. The sweetest desire. He means a lot to me. If it weren't for him, I could have worthless. A junk. A creep. But because of him, here I am... feeling grateful that once in my life, I come to know the man of my dreams. I do not chase after him. He just comes. Definitely, love has its own season when to bloom. And true love just comes unexpectedly...