we were the type, to let each other's wall down for each other. the type, that breathe easy together and move freely doing their thing. the type, we're our true selves and we can live without worry. the type, that time together, however short it may be, is eons better than the time apart. but the second we try to make something that isn't ready to happen yet, happen, there's a fight, an argument. You're right, the last two years it seems like you don't know me, that's because I've stood back, fought telling you how much I miss you every day cause I'm afraid I'd jinx it, but believe you me, everyone else heard about it :P Because, I still remember your smile, your little uncontrollable giggle at the stupid things I do, your unbelievable memory for the things we did as kids, How even at, what, six? I acted like such a "gentlemen." to you, things happen like that, for a reason, and I don't think it's too stand here and watch it burn. I can't count how many times I've defended you, how I still call you my Wifey, how much you mean to me, regardless of what we aren't, are, or will ever be. The point I'm reaching for is this, I love you, we focus too much and worry about what relationships should be, instead of enjoying it as is, Forever & Always we will be best friends, we both know that, if something more ends up in the future, let it be, but until then, we need to just sit here, cuddle and watch the stars pass by and enjoy life; Albeit worrying about it and missing out on what could be truly, amazing. |