Blind

Do you wish as I do that, the sky of blue would never fade, that the clouds that drift by could consume my spirit and cast me to the wind so I could escape the horror of this world I see. Did you try as I , to follow the rules and live by there laws work hard to become a productive citizen and support the political system, with a dream to pursue happiness with life liberty and justice for all ? Did you believe like me that the constitution and bill of rights were a birthright from our forefathers ? Did you believe the documents were real and valid and that both must be followed as a guide to prosper in this country? I wonder how many like I , wanted to believe any dream can come true with hard work and sacrifices only to find there was no gold at the end of the American dream. When I look to the sun I wonder how long before it will burn away this earth, my pagan beliefs reflect my reverence of mother nature and earth goddess mother, I live in respect of the forces of my world. When I think of mankind and the plight written in blood by there god, I see a facade playing to the masses forced on us by the foolish robots of this society,
kneeling to the new world order. Now I  realize not much time is left on the clock. The masses follow any leader who claims to have there best interest in mind. Preoccupied with life, they work 9 to 5 and pay each month on the debt they have created to keep up with the Jones. With all the materialistic crap they have not one of the fools has what makes a man inside , no pride, no fight, nothing of integrity or core values that they would die for do these people posses. I tried to fit into this scheme to pay my tax and vote in this failed system, but all I had worked for one day came crashing down, never did I expect this outcome nor did expect the establishment to plot man kinds demise. Living in the darkness has given my eyes sight, perception look to past the charade the see the real face of the enemy. My decent has lowered me to the depths needed to plan for the coming days of chaos and the force of government control of man, I walk with the dark one alone thru this desecration wallowing in this SIN when I watch the sky turn black I will smile my evil grin as I prepare for my WAR. The sickness has been injected spreading like a disease the masses are infected the weak will not live to see the darkest day. Only the strong will prevail to live free but the cost will be great so many lives will be lost this world will not survive the final war of our time, with each sunrise I shall bow to appreciate the great wonder of this place and the years I have given to time, the unending realm of space a universe so vast no mind can comprehend. When its over will the spirit world open the door? How will the world look thru the eyes of the dead? When I meet my fate I will be satisfied with who I am, the life I have lived was not pure or righteous but those virtues I did not strive for, when I close my eyes I will rest well knowing the man I am,  no one do I owe a thing , I shall leave this place like I was born unto with nothing not even clothing. I will leave my bloodline and the ones I touched shall know who they are, so smile when you hear me speak from the wind I will call your heart and you will know my soul has passed on no tears need to be shed do not feel sadness when you think of my name, when you sense the wind from the south just close your eyes I will speak your name and you will know my spirit will be beside when you sleep and when you wake each and everyday