blindness

                                                                                          BLINDNESS

At that moment, something hit me and I realized

How much a person can be vulnerable and hypnotized



Too many thoughts went through my mind

Is this the punishment for being kind?



It's hard to believe but it's true

The only friend I had was you



Before I break into tears and leave me to pain

I used to be the cute girl that drove everybody insane



Dazzled with the truth that I've finally found

While I thought our love was so profound



You came carrying your big fake smile

A fool I was to believe it for a while



When you pretend like you care

It makes me feel willing to share



The secrets and confessions I only tell

Either to my mom or my little bear



I went to surprise you that day

Holding my present in the hallway



When I heard what you have said

I was only the subject of your bet



How hard and backbreaking to say

I was in the middle of a dirty play



Now, lying in my bed and the noise is loud

Feeling overwhelmed and crying my heart out



In every word I hear

I was dropping a tear



Mad I was like hell that's for sure

I needed to heal and find a cure



My salvation appeared as the shape of revenge

Very tempting idea but a little over the edge



I could not care less for how much it is going to cost me

He needs to pay for what he did and nothing will stop me 



Then, forgiveness came across my path very fast

Before even we blink our eyes the present is the past