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Childhood Memory’s Rap Song Chorus Every night before I sleep I think about old memories some happy some sad some good and some bad In the past remember those ones who got near Old friends and family have come and gone we all cry a tear Jake verse 1 Looking back in the past when I was young Me and my best friend playing games after school, it was fun We was little kids playing guns, with just sticks I was about seven, and Adam was age six I used to pray that one day mommy would get rich Single mother working three jobs even working night shifts Dad left us all behind I was age four Never heard him say goodbye I just heard the back door Me and my sister crying on the bedroom floor Asking mommy why doesn't daddy love us anymore Mum told us that it’s going to be ok She took care of us and read us story's everyday Stories of monsters, princesses and king's I used to tell mum one day we will get or happy ending Mum you’re a fighter and I respect that I saw life for what it's really worth and took a step back Mom told me it hard to love but it’s harder to ignore it When you fall in love she better not destroy it I think your right, I agree but mum it wasn't her fault it was me I destroyed it I was thirteen just a teen you know the bullshit I broke her heart but she broke mine too Mum if you ever see her again tell her thank you She taught me a lot,tell her I still got that friendship ring That she gave me at the shops She was my first teenage crush Come to think about it she was my first teenage love I walk lost in the world now I think a lot I love everything I am and hate everything am not But the things I hate is what I wish I was Because the love you give is the love you lost Chorus Every night before I sleep I think about old memories some happy some sad some good and some bad In the past remember those ones who got near Old friends and family have come and gone we all cry a tear Jake verse 2 I love you mum your always there for me You’re so beautiful your name alone is like poetry I remember when I was fourteen saving money just to buy CDs I never used to rob things because that shit just wasn't me Me and Kirsty liked to play games at home We used to sit next to the sofa making prank calls on the telephone Me and the girls had fights but in the end we all got along Mum you was always so strong you used to shout at us when we was so wrong If I ever have a wife and kids I will never leave them and do what my dad did He is just an alcoholic whose name is Steve You have baby's dad and then you fucking leave I hate you dad you’re just a fucking bum Why did you not love us and help mum This anger I have against you goes deep down to my core It started when you left us crying there on the bedroom floor You’re just a loser and now I’m older I see right through you You say you don't need us, well guess what, we don't need you too Chorus Every night before I sleep I think about old memories some happy some sad some good and some bad In the past remember those ones who got near Old friends and family have come and gone we all cry a tear Adams verse 1 I remember back in the day Just starting primary school I fitted in well Because my mum and dad never raised no fool I had the nicest clothes Plus a nice personality to match it Quickly gained friends Some of them I still hang with I couldn’t have dreamed of a better childhood Until it got to winter I knew Christmas day Was just around the way it was soon coming up Preparing to right my list for Father Christmas But soon realised there was a catch After seeing my dad at night Eating Santa Claus’s snacks And also watching him put my presents under the tree A tear came to my eye I couldn’t believe what I’d seen After this dad you sat me down And told me all about Father Christmas the tooth fairy and the Easter bunny Which I was heartbroken over Now I think of it, it was kind of funny But I got over it quick because I still got gifts and the money Chorus Every night before I sleep I think about old memories some happy some sad some good and some bad In the past remember those ones who got near Old friends and family have come and gone we all cry a tear Adams verse 2 Now I’m getting a little bit older Starting junior school Sitting there bored in class Looking at the clock just waiting for break time Knowing that soon We could play wresting on the grass Got my boy Jake in the walls of Jericho He was screaming in pain with only the teacher’s whistle to save his ass He claims that I am the one to blame Because he’s still got a bad back till this day And now finally I’ve made it I’m in the high school Dropped all the sports As my thoughts suddenly turned to girls Just waiting patient for one to come along I finally met her, her name was Jade I felt a good feeling inside With all the texting and flirting we made I remember my first kiss with her, it wasn’t the best A week later I was lying in bed, with her at her friend Debs I thought I was in love like any teenager does It didn’t last that long so I easily laughed it off Chorus Every night before I sleep I think about old memories some happy some sad some good and some bad In the past remember those ones who got near Old friends and family have come and gone we all cry a tear Adams verse 3 And since then I’ve had jobs and also lost them Had a relationship with a girl called Ruby She met me through her brother Who was one of my best friends We shared a lot of time together To me it was good time spent She was a major part of my life She taught me a lot But after one night of arguing our relationship eventually stopped She planted a satchel charge on me and blew up my heart Now I’m left heartbroken because you just didn’t feel the same I know I messed up I’m the one to blame Now everywhere I go and everything I see Just brings back memories off her and me So I want to thank my parents for being there and always by my side I also want to thank you and God for giving me this life Even when I got arrested and suspended from school You stood by me I’m so sorry for all the pain I must have put you both through I just want to make you proud and include you in my flows I’m done with this song now that’s as far as it goes I’ll forever love you mum and dad my two heroes |