So Many Things

So many things I hold inside, way too many things,
that just want to make me vanish and die.
She knows how I feel, but barely understands,
she doesn't know how much she means to me.
The world opened up when she came into my life,
I saw heaven and love like never before.
So many things I feel but cant say, and she'll never understand,
things that I know could make life better for us both.
If she only knew the deepest thoughts of my heart,
the true meaning in my words.
If she knew that I would die without her in my life,
not being able to be there for her.
So many things that appear when she is around,
so many beautiful things in the world.
Gazing at the moon and stars is nothing,
compared to looking into her beautiful eyes.
Seeing her smile melts my heart, makes me smile,
makes me laugh, lets me see the stars.
So many things run through my mind, wishing for that one chance,
that one shooting star to fall that I call her.
Having a chance to hold her hand, and hold her heart,
would set in motion more then she knows.
Feelings that are so strong I would protect her and defend her,
from anything the world throws our way.
So many things to say, so many things to feel,
so many times I've wanted to just scream it out loud,
then grab her hand and run away with her.
These things are so true to me, not just the emotions,
but the feelings, and the pain, everyday.



So many things that can never be said.
The one thing that keeps me going is her, without it, I would surely die.



(I wrote this after having another dream of her this morning)