DONT YOU SEE ME?!!

do you see me?
am I invisible?
because right now im drowning,
drowning in my own pain,
sadness,
and lonesome.
it seems as if no one sees me.
im drowning while your walking away
like dont you see me?
I know you have to
dont you care?
to rescue me?
I know you see me,
but you probably dont anymore.
because im under deep waters.
you had to notice when I slipped off the boat,
when I hit the water,
and made a loud splash.
I know you had to hear that.
I was yelling loud enough to get your attention wasnt I?
but yet you never heard me.
never saw me about to drown.
you probably did,
but didnt care to rescue me.
didnt care to dig deep about whats bothering me.
none of you do.
thats what makes me angry.
you sit around like im not there.
im beyond angry right now.
because im halfway gone,
and you dont notice,
im unnoticed.
and if you still dont see me.
see me trying to choke out your names to come rescue me,
then you never will.
if you dont hear my stiffled crys,
then you must be dumbfounded.
let me be noticed,
because this is a wake up call,
FOR YOU!
to hear me out and be noticed.
-kat-