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I grew this moment into two.
I taped over the sores for you.
I pushed too far and now you're broke -
another face in a sea of whores.
I learned to swim, as you said I should.
I almost drowned before I understood.
Your body was soft when you came to me.
Now it's scarred and rough - that the cuts have healed.
You made a mistake this time, Love.
You've done things that can't be undone.
I see him smile when I close my eyes.
He laughs up at me from between your thighs.
I hope he's thick, long and hard.
So when I cut it off I can beat him with it like a dog.