Dark Thoughts

These dark thoughts are surrounding me
I need to take this blade to my skin
I can't help this feeling
Why won't anyone let me in?
You don't understand
I can't let you help me
Call it pride
Call it sin
Just know that I can't let you see
What it is exactly that's bothering me
Are you having suicidal thoughts?
Hell yeah
How long have you been doing this?
Too long for me to remember the beginning
Do you want help?
Fuck no
Why can't you just leave me alone?
Dammit let me be!
Let me drown in my own dark thoughts and sorrows
Why can't you just surrender myself to me?
I know there's only one place else I'd rather be
But you won't let me go
Baby please don't leave me

JR
October 28, 2010
10:33 PM