wishes never sent

As still as the heart waits
The uncontrollable urge rages on
No sound does he make
For the fear is to great inside
And he would never be anymore than just a pawn
Has he stooped to a new low
The tears so many
Yet they do not flow
He wonders aimlessly
Not knowing who to seek or what to touch
Or if he should even try
To love some one unconditionally this much
It’s too much to bare all alone
Yet here he stands
Steadfast
Head down
Wanting more then he will ever show
Old looks with New waves
from the same almost forgotten crowd
What he wouldn’t give
To be lost in her world right now
Holding hands contently
Stretching out every moment
And wondering endlessly
Through the haziness of sun laden clouds
But Until that day
He must be content
With the harshness of reality
And all the wishes that were never sent