Addiction

This poem is about addiction I wrote it for my fiance.

The hatred of world of yours and mine.
The secrets, the lies you hide inside.
The feelings,the pain,and the despair.
The shame and guilt this is the end.
Loneliness just to survive.
Love to hold you up right.
The devilish smiles
and crazy words.
Blackouts and pain afterwards.
The frozen heart
That won't understand,
those simple words,
but not simple to him.
The denial of being overwhelmed
That takes control until the one
takes over and takes it in it's own hands.
Recovery begins.