a friend???

Everything is at a standstill
As I try to gauge my emotions
deep inside.

I can feel the pain
of being left alone
with no one to turn to;

I can feel the anger
growing deep inside me
of being betrayed
with no reason at all.

I can feel the rage
boiling deep inside me
of being abandoned
with no reason at all.

But most of all
I feel the disappointment
of having you
of calling you
a FRIEND.