You're not there

I just wanna be myself again
Butyou're back in my way again
And I'm freaking out to fall over
Cause I know i am not so over

I can see u Standing there
But I'm gonna pretend you're not there
Cause I am afraid to be hurt again...

I can see u smiling there
But I'm gonna pretend you're not there
Cause I 'm afraid to be hurt again

Your smile
Your words
can make me fall again
I cry
I laugh
when you can smile and wink
But It's okay
Cause I'm gonna be fine

I can see u standing there
but I'm gonna pretend you're not there
Cause I'm afriad to be hurt again

I can see u smiling there
But I'm gonna pretend you're not there
Cause I'm afraid to be hurt again

I also can't let it out loud
Cause I know things can get worse
I better pretend you'r not there....