Darkest Days by nathan norris

I smile in the open
I’m dyeing inside
There’s no way out
No place to hide
You can’t see my scars
You can’t feel my pain
Mental tortures
Driving me insane
No place to go
Nothing to gain
I can’t live my life
With all of this pain
I need a way out
I found a knife
I was this close
To taking my life
Scared and confused
I found self abuse
I felt in control
I had nothing to lose
As everything spiralled
Out of control
I found myself
In a deep hole
Slitting my wrists
Shaving my hair
Drowning in a pit of despair
With nowhere to turn
I said my good bye’s
I left them a note
They won’t be surprised
I tide up my rope
I have said my good bye’s
And in one big movement
I took to the sky’s