Just a little something written for the one and only women, I ever loved and lost. |
This is just... something I wrote... and is something I don't want any fool to read and fool about. Its emotions and feelings and if you can't feel and resonate them... no need for you to be here. Sorry for the harshness and attitude, but according to some old time reader of mine, who has forgotten about my blog now, it was these attributes that set my writing style apart. And if nothing else, at least I have that mindset back again, which I lost somewhere an year and a half back. And this one is a proof of it. ;) SO DON'T READ IF YOU HAVE NEVER FELT OR BELIEVED IN LOVE... Do you remember the day we parted? Do you remember the day you left me? Do you remember what I said then? Do you remember you didn't believe me? I said, you can never forget me and baby, you can never find anyone who will love you more than me. But it was your ego that won, you didn't think twice before you were gone. Do you know I still stand where you left me? Do you know I cried for you more than anything? Even if you don't, do you still remember, what I said to you then? Because if you don't, I won't say it again. Somewhere during all this time apart, I lost my confidence, and thought I am a retard. But, that one missed call by you at 2 A.M. brought all the miseries and pain, but also my confidence. Yes honey, you still remember me. There are places that you visited with me, and whenever you hear their name, in your thoughts I have, and will always be. You can deny, and say no, to the world, but, tell me this how long will you care for the rest? When will you start listening to your heart? When will you understand the phrase, "till death does us apart"??? I do not want to know your views. I do not wish for your answers. I do not want to disturb the wards, you have around you. 'coz I know I don't have the strength or energy, to make it through. It has to come from you, the power to break those shields. And it will come someday, it is true. But maybe then, it will be too late, I will be dead, and death has got its way. But I will know this even on my deathbed :- "YOU CAN NEVER FORGET ME, AND BABY, YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANYONE WHO CAN LOVE YOU MORE THAN ME!!!" |