refusal of sight

He loved her as much as he thought she loved him

contrary to believe though he was always a swim

trying to breathe under the stress that was created

it numbed his mind as his mouth hung sedated

and as the bond that they tied started to unroll

an untie from seams holding together their soul

the shine started to blacken from his gleaming light

no longer was she the star of his sight

an unannounced moment amongst a sullenly sung rhyme

being with her just became lame ticking time

and he would watch his watch circle in motion

as he continued to swim above his symbolic ocean

secretly though without even telling himself

he put these thoughts on a separate shelf

he did not want to leave the bond

so stuck on the thought that he thought it was fond

so he stopped breathing and went under the water full force

so that his judgment would then fade to a false chosen course

but those around him who knew his fate

tried to knock in the sense before it was too late

he would not listen and the ocean only grew

she manipulated him as he sat to be reborn a new

a puppet a body without a cause

only to indulge on his major flaws

they all had to deal with his blind addiction

that she was good for him this was his future prediction

and he even chose to blind out the sun

his instincts knew the truth but his foolishness had won

and he chose to be blind and chose to give in

she would laugh ludicrously loud that she may actually win

and just like a spider spun set trap

he was entangled in her thick gooey sap

society teaches us that the man is the power

the one who waters the girl who acts as a flower

fragile no power no reason to live

just feed the man take little and make sure there is a lot to give

but in his situation his dilemma filled daze

she wore the pants while creating his haze

he would eventually leave all his friends

as they died in his heart he said his amends

and she stood smirking plucking at the strings

attached to all the reasons he did disastrous things

all his actions and all of his will

spindled behind a dam in which she would not allow to spill

he truly became an insane fool

in which she took advantage of and used as a tool

but watching from the outside at the end of a friend

how much knowledge can you share to allow the message to send

how can you destroy the falsity of true love

that does not exist just a thought that was shoved

why give sight to those who want to be blind

why untie the ropes when they  themselves had made bind

as the hope of one gives out so does it spread

both the friend and the victim would come out dead

the friend stuck in a lose lose situation

he would not be able to awaken his fellow's incubation

because if he explained the girl's foolish game

the friend would respond that there is nothing wrong with the dame

and if he did nothing at all

still the relationship between them would fall

either way he would not be the victor

because the spider had already closed up its prey's sphincter

filled inside all of her taint

in which took away the purity in the now hollow body of the saint

so the only thing the friend could bury

was the memory of a lost soul now caught among death's ferry

he walked away from what used to be a friend

now only the memory in which thought about would lend

I am the friend who would recall the foolish choice that was made

in which the bond that destroyed my friend had stayed

and this hate was all I would remember

freezing upon my soul during the frosts of December

and as it thawed out by the heat of the spring

by then she crowned upon herself the throne of the king

so in the end I let her rule

the forsaken mistaken misshaped fool

but at least until I forget the event

I will regret the destruction that I could not prevent