why now,why ever

why is it that today of all times
is it that i miss you so much more
i dont care if any of this rhymes
i just need to get rid of the sore

i need you more than i miss you
i am falling apart form lonelyyear one and month two
the time sine you said you want me two
the time that passe since i asked you

but not so long it felt
till today came and went
in your arms i want to melt
time with you i want to spend

i miss you now more than ever imagend
the time without you feel forever
times spent with you now feels legend
never agaion i want to be without you,never

i'm falling apart without you
my day seems to be months insted
i dont know how to make it through
i just cant get the energy to get out of bed

knowing it would just be a day of longing and lonelyness
a day of not having you here with me
just another day to compress
a day that i cant be free