Silent Thoughts

Silent Thoughts

His face,
his face brings so much pain,
So much hate.
His face brings disgust, rage, tears.
His face so masculine, square.
His brown eyes and hair matched.
He looked so innocent.
And I belived he was.
How could someone you thought you knew so well,
be someone you don't even recognize;
a stranger!,
a lie!
Such an actor,
he's got everybody fooled.
Even after,
I rip off his mask and show them as he truely is.
Such a monster!,
So sickening!,
Such a liar!
They still went on,
as though nothing had happend;
as if I said nothing at all.

[I want to scream!
I want to cry!
But I can't seem to speak,
nor form tears in my eyes.
I'm silent,
as I watch them fall for his lies.
I just want to slit his throat,
watch him bleed out and die!
I just want to hit him and cry.
Scream outloud,
"if your touch me one more time,
I'll fucking cut you alive!
But I can't.
So I stay silent.
Silently hoping,
he chokes on his lies.]-(chorus)

Look at your face.
Your such a disgrace.
Just looking at you makes me break,
emotionally,
in my head.
Just praying and wishing,
that you were dead.
Why?
Why did you do this shit to me?
Why did i never catch the way you've looked at me?
I should have trusted you less.
But there's nothing i can do about it now, i guess.
I just stay silent.

[I want to scream!
I want to cry!
But I can't seem to speak,
nor form tears in my eyes.
I'm silent,
as I watch them fall for his lies.
I just want to slit his throat,
watch him bleed out and die!
I just want to hit him and cry.
Scream outloud,
"if your touch me one more time,
I'll fucking cut you alive!
But I can't.
So I stay silent.
Silently hoping,
he chokes on his lies.]-(chorus)

How can they go on and pretend,
that this didn't happen,
that we're still friends?
That is was a dream?
I wish it was,
but it's not.
Snap your head.
Wake out of that trance.
Wake up!
I've had enough!
This isn't a dream,
this is reality.
And as crazy as it may seem,
I'm not shitting you.
I'mtelling the truth.
I know it's hard,
to hear that type of news.
But how can you just sit there,
and believe him instead of me?
And act like he's the victim,
when the victim's really me.
I stay silent!

[I want to scream!
I want to cry!
But I can't seem to speak,
nor form tears in my eyes.
I'm silent,
as I watch them fall for his lies.
I just want to slit his throat,
watch him bleed out and die!
I just want to hit him and cry.
Scream outloud,
"if your touch me one more time,
I'll fucking cut you alive!
But I can't.
So I stay silent.
Silently hoping,
he chokes on his lies.]-(chorus)

I hope you choke.