Nothing

Its all a blank canvus. Is it real? Is it there? It feels so...empty...I can't explain what it is...but all i see white. I look to the future...the past...whats right there in front of me and I see nothing. Is it because I'm so plain...because there is nothing to me...because my heart is so black...I don't feel emotion for others...I'm selfish...I can't see behind the plainess of my face. A face as blank as the canvas...eyes that empty into my soul...lips straighter than a line...perfectly symetrical...perfectly boring. I'm not skinny..I'm not fat...just straight...its all so plain...it's all so boring...hair a dull blond...eyes a flat brown...there is nothing to me. I'm not pretty...I'm not ugly...so boring...so dull...I might as well die...if theres nothing around me...nothing is everywhere...then there really is no point...to go on any further...goodbye to my blank canvus...finally you will get a color...the color of red.