breathe

I want to scream, the words get caught in my lips..

i want to run, but these feelings are freezing my hips..

i cant seem to function, I've lost all control and the worst of it all? is you'll never know

i get weak in the knees, my hands start to sweat

all that i know, i seem to forget

a nervous tick, a stammer , a stutter

and when you get closer, my hearts all a flutter...

you lean in for a kiss, I close my eyes.

everything stops.. to my surprise.

My heart has feelings of grave distress

its lame and all i do is obsess