My first try at dramatic romance.
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Prologue
She had seen his face clearly… As soon as Sara had opened the door, a fragile chain still keeping it locked, He had torn the door open. The man had been 6”8 to her 5”6, blond, with eyes that looked a cold, penetrating silver. He had the looks of a fairy tale prince, but was utterly emotionless. The heavy oak door was driven out of her hand and crashed against the wall. Sara had stumbled back her life flashing before her eyes, 20 years in only a few short seconds. He saw her a small lone figure in the dimly lit living room. The man grabbed her under arms as a person would a child and swept her of the floor until her brown eyes were in line with his deadly maniacal ones. With a cold emotionless tone he asked. “Where is Miguel?” The question registered in her head and silently she wondered what did this gringo want with her father. Her father was upstairs, her mom at her night job. Sara would not say a word for both her parents’ sake. Por el amor de dios,She said in her head, hoping god would save them both, dehame vivir. She did not answer. He looked into her eyes and saw her unwillingness to speak. In retaliation the white man shook her. Sara would not speak. The white man threw her to the floor. Her body hitting the coral carpeted floor with a soft thud. He didn’t give her a chance to get up before he kneeled over her and clutched his large hands around her neck. Quickly she lost her breath and just lay there like a little Puerto Rican rag doll. “Tell me.” “No.” A girl no more than nineteen, unafraid of losing her life. He gripped her fragile throat tighter. “No.” The voice was weaker yet there was still a steely strength vibrating in those words. The gringo lost his control. “TELL ME.” He screamed pathetically into her ear. El cuarto spun around her, her vision being replaced by colorful dots. It grew darker, more blurry, yet before Sara blacked out she saw it, the gold badge, given to men to serve and protect. Silently she wished it was the last sight she would ever see. 1 A police man was near. Gina could feel them from miles away but this one was near. By instinct she was able to pick them out, whether they were undercover, or just uniformed, even if they were blocked from her view. She looked about the parking lot bathed in a pale golden glow of the streetlight. " I give up," Sara said. The blond man came out from the shadows to her left. "You are under arrest, for the murder Miguel Colon." "You killed my father." "Hands up." She could smell his fear. "I have the gun, you may have placed it into my hand after the murder, but you forget-" "Hands up!" The man repeated with a light trace of desperation. "Police issued handgun. No one could have had it but you and your fingerprints are all over it." "SHUT UP YOU LITTLE BITCH!" "No cops are with you, are there? You thought to capture me and bring me in well sorry." His took his gun from its holster with lightening quick speed. Sara ducked and ran to her car knowing the quicker she was the more likely she was to survive. Gunfire erupted from the gun grazing her ear. The keys were in her hand biting into her flesh, she open the door without hesitation and his view blocked by her car he could only shoot out blindly. She pushed herself down so if he shot at the window he wouldn't get her and started the car. He shot at passenger side window the glass cutting her like tiny spears. Sara struck the gas petal and whispered as she drove. "Padre santo Padre nuestro santificado sea tu numbre..." 2 Carlo felt his heart throb in his chest, and drank a little more letting the warmth take over his limbs, but it still left his heart aching with that pain. Elise and her fine blond hair, David his friend. The ache continued. He dragged himself unto his feet and to the bathroom looking at his reflection before, opening the medice cabinet, the image of himself burning into his skull. Love had made a mockery of him, leaving him sleepless, unable to eat, as he saw the woman he loved grow happier as the wife of one of his best friends. His family had been trying to reach him even though his condition grew worse. Franny even trying to reach him through his growing depression, but now the wife of another of his best friends, seeing her happiness, made him feel an outcast. A knock on the door alerted him, and suddenly he realised what he had been doing, his hand was filled with little Tylenols, he took two and swallowed throwing the rest down the toilet before Carlo opened the door. His father,"Someone is moving into the appartment Brett was staying at." There was silence, the kind that disturbed rather than sooth. The apartment next door was as still as death, no movement, no stirring. It was like being caged and Sara hated it more than anything. She stalked about her room like a lioness cramped within the tiny quarters of a zoo. Sara was afraid, this may be the time she could lose her life. Her light brown hair fell down her back and her skin was clear of the makeup that made her have a pale complexion. She was Sara now, daughter of Miguel Colon and Carmen Francisco, 24, cinical, not naive like the woman she tried to be. Never trust, try to survive. Carlo saw her cross the parking lot to a junker with only a few more miles left in its life. She wore a long black skirt and dark blue blouse, and sandals, totally oblivious to the summer sun. Kayla sat in the receptionist almost 12 hours before she even thought about going back to the apartment. She worked only weekdays so she made totally about $480 a week minus federal taxes. All she had to do was answer calls, write messages, keep her boss from squeezing her ass, and clocking out when she left. Policia, they were nearby. Kayla maintained an outward sense of being happy, while inside Sara was very afraid. She reached in her purse and took out the keys to her newest temporary place. Once inside she was anxious, scared, and scrounging up whatever defence she had left. 3 A file was dropped onto his desk his concentration ebbing from his work, Carlo looked up. Silver eyes looked down at him, a new member to the police department. "A suspected killer may be in the area." "I am working on another case, sargent." Carlo groweled. "Drop the other one this one comes first." "She had killed her father then ran her whereabouts are unknown but I have a suspicion Sara Francisco Colon may be in the area." He felt a distasteful fear rolling in his mouth, but he was unable to control it. Paul could not help but believe someone might find evidence his fingerprints, the gun the Puerto Rican bitch had in her possesion. "Motive?" The italian man asked. "Money, gambling brought him millions." Some of that money his. "The girl living in abject poverty, ransacked the home and killed him for its location." His voice was even and cold, hardened by years of death. "I'll take the case." The italian man answered. Police, police, they were nearby. She felt as if she were drowning in a sea of anxiety. Sarah made herself prepared to leave at a moments notice only stuffing the money and newest wig and makeup in a bag along with the gun her father had been killed with. Something about her predicament reminded her of a phrase ' the police protect their own'. Carlo knew what his father wanted him to do and didn't seem to make it easier. Surly, he knocked on the door one hand held a box of chocolate while he knocked with the other hand. The door opened to frame a woman. Her skin seemed a fine porceline, fragile, yet beautiful. Her hair was lit by the evening moon, natural red strands of hair blending with the ebony tendrils. Green eyes met his making him forget everything he had to say. "Hi." The woman smiled tenderly and the ache in Carlo's chest faded. Calm, you are Kayla McCullen, slightly Irish and French, also a couple of inches taller in her high heeled shoes. Make him think her heart was in her eyes, that all the love the man would need, was inside her. The man seemed already slightly bewitched, she took his hand and led him inside. A tingle of sensation ran through them both. The woman said in a breathy whisper," Why did you come?" As if expecting him. "My father asked me to welcome you to the appartment." "This place is wonderful and a whole lot more comfortable than the postage stamp size closet I used to live in." Carlo chuckled slightly."This place is a tiny bit bigger." He saw a dazed confuzed look cross her face. "What?" "Where do you work?" She asked with a smile on her face that made his heart beat faster. "The police station down the road." "I hope your wife does not mind that you take a risk in being in that kind of career." "I don't have a wife." Carlo answered the woman. A yearning look filled those green eyes, and it lifted his spirits because he was falling in love with the woman already. He captured and pressed a small kiss to her hand. She looked into his eyes for a second with confused pleasure, then a desperate fear took over her features. Her heart shook at the simple act of chivalry, and for the first time in four years Sara knew fear. 4 He found Kayla in the parking lot after one week of avoidance on her part, piqueing his interest even more. Carlo approached her silently then wrapped his hands loosely about her waist. She spun and tilted her head up. Her large green eyes looked up at him a flicker of something crossing her eyes before she smiled. Carlo whispered a greeting."Hi, Kayla." "Good afternoon, Carlo." The woman replied. Sara had never felt a man's arms around her, enfolding her so gently making her feel profoundly safe, but he was the very person that could destroy her. She felt a heat begin in her belly and rise up within her like a wild fire. It was replaced by a cold fear. Sara grew cold her eyes wide like a doe's. Carlo let go but ran his thumb slowly down her cheek her lips parted without conscious thought. Her eyes growing slightly heavy as her mind screamed warnings. She was scared, afraid, trusting yet not, confusing Carlo with her emotions. Kayla was also attracted feeling the same as he, but slightly unwilling to feel it. As he walked away from her he could feel her gaze on his back, burning two holes on his spine. Sara took of the short wig reveiling pinned back brown hair, meticulously took out the green contacts which made her eyes a jungle green. She closed her eyelids over her tender eyes. The mirror reflecting an image of a tired broken woman. Slowly after a moment of gaining strength, physical and mentally she slowly reveiled her face from under what seemed a thick mask of makeup. Her tanned carribean features now visible. She took off the hair pins with no conscious thought of actually removing them, Sara looked toward the mirror and saw herself which caused a deep underlying fear she would never be able to speak spanish except to herself so while she was pretending she was a dainty descendant of an Irish and French person, little by little she knew she would slowly forget who she was. There was something wrong now, Carlo, Sara knew he was a police officer. She also sensed that he could easily figure out who she was. The feelings that had coursed through her she had to quickly forget because Sara knew the dangers in trusting anyone. Even a man who was gentle, kind, loving, a man that could help her, would eventually end up killing her. He was heading out when they bumped against each other, a frisson of pleasure running up his hand at brushing Kayla's arm. She backed away her eyes seeming to hold something back as she smiled up at him. Carlo couldn't believe his luck the woman who had healed the downward spiral of his life in front of him. Sara eased away making sure no part of them touched afraid of her own reaction to this man. Kayla smiled and could not help herself from saying."Would you like to come in for a home cooked meal?" The tall dark and sexy as hell man whispered in her ear. "That sounds nice." Rejenos de papa, she couldn't make that, steak, stuffing, mashed potatoes, gravy, salad, wine, and for desert a piece of pineapple cheesecake. Thank goodness food sometimes comes from a box. A knock sounded at the door startleling her from the last minute preparations and even though Kayla had made a full meal it had only taken an hour to finish. She scurried to the door and opened it reveiling him in a blue T-shirt and black slacks, a wicked smile on his face, and a pink carnation in one hand. Sara felt her lips tilt up in a smile that was straight from her heart, and she felt herself melt for this man. It was Sara's first date. He told stories of his family, Joe, Nick, Tony, and Franny, the little girl who blew them all away a year and a half ago. Kayla smiled and laughed bewitching him with each moment that past it was a wonderful meal, and for a first date it was wonderful. After diner she cleared the plates and set between them on the small circular table, a mouthwatering pineapple cheesecake with two glasses of wine. They ate slowly biding their time till the end of the date but Carlo did not want this night to end. His eyes strayed to her mouth, savoring the slice so slowly, tempting him. He shifted slightly in the seat feeling his reaction to her press against his slacks. His mouth was totally sexy, hot, and she began to feel this weird feeling against her underwear as if something warm was wetting the fabric. Sara excused herself and went to her room attached to her bathroom. She slipped off the underwear, and touched there. Her eyes widened in horror, Carlo, he-he-he got her a-aroused, wanting him. Quickly she took a quick shower and reapplied her makeup and put back on her wig. Taking only twenty minutes. When she came back she was slightly wobbly and baffled. Carlo looked at her and stood forgeting the hard bulge against his pants and walked toward her. Kayla eyes dropped, and her lips parted, her eyes growing wide. He looked down and even he was amazed. "Um-um-um," Kayla looked straight into his eyes,"I-can I-I mean thank you for joining me, I was lonely." Carlo stepped close to Kayla and whispered into her ear."I enjoyed myself too." He pressed his lips against her cheek, a heat surging through his body, at the feel of her skin. Sara found herself turning her face, meeting his lips with hers. He picked her up until she was 6 inches above ground then pressed a light kiss onto her lips lasting just ten seconds before his mouth eased away. His eyes looked into hers and smiled so boyishly it was hard not to try to kiss him again. She hugged him pressing against him as if he were the very chance to her survival. Sara remembred who she was and almost felt like crying, but her face showed no such emotion."Thank you," She whispered against his cheek. His detective instincts told him something was wrong, but Carlo stomped it down this woman made him feel far more than Elise ever had. "I will see you tomorrow, I have to investigate a case." He said absent-mindly. Carlo turned away before he saw the terrified look cross her face. 5 Kayla shivered with revulsion as she rode past a police station. She could never get past what happened to her, her father was killed, and she could not mourn because her father's killer was after her. Dead or alive. Later, after arriving at work, she made a cup of coffee, so into her character Sara no longer knew who she was until she heard her name pounding against her head. Kayla gracefully moved to the front desk and began her day. Carlo checked the file and was slightly uneasy at taking the case. The woman was small dainty, exotic, yet had this look on her face that made her seem saintly, and sad, like a hispanic Mona Lisa. Sara, it was a sweet name, and he felt an attraction toward her. "How's the case going?" The blond cop asked with fake ease. "I just began reading the file." Carlo answered slightly bewildered. "Have you learned anything from what you read so far?" The man asked eagarly. "Nothing, but I was thinking what kind of relationship did Miss Colon have with her father." "I have no idea." "Then leave me to do my job." The blond man clenched his fists before smiling jovially and leaving. Carlo knocked on her door later that evening. He was tired after looking for anything in the state that would lead him to the killer. Green pools found him outside her door. She smiled in such joy that it made his heart actually skip a beat. The short brown-red mane made him reach out run his fingers in her hair. Making her breath quicken, her eyes widen, and her lips part, in an abandoned responce. Lo quiero, oh god she actually liked this man. Carlo seemed the only man who made her feel like she was made to be in his arms. Sara let her spanish nature take over and pulled him into her arms. Her body became feverish in his arms but still. Carlo drew her up higher until he was lifting her inches of the ground. He walked inside and closed the door. Her warm sweet breath on his neck made him shiver. "What are you doing to me?" Kayla asked. "I have no idea, I just know what you do to me." "You make me want something." "Want what?" "I think I want you." Carlo looked into her eyes, deeply, searching, seeking. Suddenly as he delved into them the green became brown, her skin tan, and Kayla was Sara. He set her down and stepped back. "I'm sorry I'm working so hard on a case I see the suspect everywhere." Sara retreated until 7 feet were between them. "Maybe you need sleep?" Carlo looked at her with confusion as if he could see her. "Maybe I should..." "...go." She completed for him. Carlo swept a hand through his hair. What was wrong with him before nothing had gotten to him but now everything was different. "Any news?" "Don't you have any work to do." He snapped at the man. The officer left. He called in favors but the trail was dead. The car Miss Colon had been driving the last night she was seen was in a ditch burned down to only twisted pieces of metal. Noone saw the woman since. Carlo once again swept a hand though his hair. The last one to see her had been the nuisance who had been bothering him while he had been trying to follow the woman's trail. He rang the doorbell like a lovesick teenager with a white rose in his hand. Even though Carlo had only known her for a relatively short time he cared for her. The door opened and the light casted a golden aura about her. Carlo swallowed as his eyes took in what she was wearing it was a short pink silken robe. A rose blush swept across her cheeks and her hands drifted to tie the robe tighter. A protective instinct rose up within him and he said, "May I take you out to dinner?" Her cheeks turned a darker shade of pink, and she mumbled. "Yes." Carlo smiled and she let him in. Thank goodness she had not taken off that makeup yet or she would have been caught. Quickly she pulled on a black ankle length skirt and a baby pink v-neck t-shirt. Sara struggled into the articles then ran to find her dainty, fragile, high heeled, black sandals. A man led them to their seats, and Carlo pulled her chair out for her. In her head she wonder which forks were for what. "Forks are placed in order of the course, first salad, then dinner, and last dessert..." She remembered a teacher who seemed to suck lemons each day tell her that. Thank you god. She said in her mind while Carlo sat across from her. "Hello." A man greeted Carlo, he was blond, the man's eyes turned to her yet she showed no emotion as to what the sight caused. "No wonder Milano is so busy, you must take up a lot of his time." His eyes seemed to be stripping her and she had the sudden urge to cross her arms over her breasts. "Leave us alone, Roberts." Carlo growed an unspoken threat threading steel in his words. "Okay, okay," The fairy tale prince lookalike said backing away with a friendly smile on his face, "If you ever want to hook up with someone new call me." Kayla smiled so sincerely and honestly it made Sara want to puke at the way she had had to act. The man turned away without any suspicion in the steel eyes. "What are you going to order, Carlo?" The dinner went smoothly and although Sara was still in turmoil she could find no way to detest him, and just watching him made her feel all the more secure. The dinner lasted two hours while they spoke, laughed, and looked into each other's eyes. As he drove them from the restaurant Kayla had fallen asleep, the sound of the motor lulling her deeper into slumber as he drove the 20 miles to get back to their appartments. Carlo pulled into the parking lot in front of his apartment, about forty five minutes of maneuvering the car. He looked at her face and felt his heart shift in his chest. Carlo unbuckled both their seat belts and open the door locks, closed his door, then went around the car and lifted her out. To bad she was sleeping but just having her stir against him made him smile tenderly down at her. He could not undress her at least not totally, he stripped off her skirt and blouse leaving her in black satin, and lace. Carlo tried to breath but could not, because when he looked at her, all he could was almost cry at the feel of her in his arms. The feelings inside him grew with each moment that Kayla was near. Carlo pulled over her one of his shirt large enough to drop to midthigh, which slightly annoyed him one that was shorter would make him feel a whole lot better. But it would also make him feel a whole lot worse. Kayla stirred, he thought nothing of it, then started shaking. She clutched at her throat, as if something was suffacating her. Carlo called her name and didn't feel her respond. 6 She heard the name, Kayla, but could not recognise it no matter how well she responded to it while she was awake. That blond man was choking her again and again, but this time when she drifted into unconsciousness Sara saw everything that he man did afterward. The man looked through the first floor, breaking the crystal figurines her father's mother had give her mother, Carmen. He looked everywhere with a maniacle and deadly look on his face. Sara tried to stop the man from going upstairs, but could not seeing as this was only her spirit. The man went into the first room in the upstairs hallway, her parents'. Her father was there sleeping, tired from his job as an ambulance driver. The gringo just shook her father awake and questioned him about gambling, and his money, as if he had ever gambled a day in his life. Not knowing about what the man was talking her father stuttered and pleaded that he knew nothing. The man did not believe him, and told him that his daughter was dead, thinking that she trully was. Her father cried thinking his only child was dead. The man grew desperate and took out his gun. "Where is the money?" The policeman yelled. Her father's eyes picked up the gold badge, his photographic mind already memorizing it's number. The man's eyes grew in horror then his finger closed on the trigger.Sara turned before the bullet blew open his chest. The unconscious form was yanked back into her body and she was conscious, her mother knealing over her."Yo no lo iso mami." Sara whispered. "Yo se, I almost thought I lost you to, Sara." Her mom hugged her arms about her daughter's body. All faded from sight. She was still now no longer shivering or tensing up at the comforting he tried to give her. Kayla was resting peacefully making the urge to call a doctor disappear. Then she snapped up on the chair almost hitting him, had he not dodged. Fear, it was in her eyes, she trembled slightly as if to keep something at bay. He pulled her into an embrace, Kayla clung to him. Sara pressed her face against his shirt covered chest. Yo lo neccesito. Why couldn't he have been a normal man? His hand moved under her chin and lifted her face. Kayla shivered but as if she had no will of her own did as he silently requested. They moved closer until their lips were just a hairlength away. They looked into each others eyes, a silent web weaved around them. Their lips moved closer until they pressed lightly together. This feeling began to grow inside her like glowing coals slowly becoming flames. They pressed closer until from waistup Kayla and Carlo were pressed together. I want him to touch me, Sara thought. Her voice of reason broke through the fog that was clouding her judgement. Yes, then he'll see your tanned skin, from your breasts down and wonder how you got it. "Carlo." It was slightly a sigh and a breazy whisper."I need to tell you something." "What?" He answered in a somber whisper. "I am a virgin." An innocent. Whom he trully cared about. They parted at his door kissing sweetly one last time. Sara knew she had to leave. She went to a nearby Walmart and bought new things for herself, she would not be anyone else anymore. Carlo looked blankly at the shirt he had been wearing yesterday. It was slightly streaked with makeup. He brushed his hand over his face as if to dispel the turmoil. Who had ever heard of a Puerto Rican wilderness girl? The surroundings were naturally beautiful, trees, fresh air, and a lake that reflected the sky and clouds in perfect detail. Sara knew noone would be able to find her here, no phone, no communication and the person who owned the cabin had installed a generater. The name on the lease was Diana Greenboro, the last in a long list of aliases. It had been days since he saw Kayla, and the phone rang, but was not picked up. Wher was she? He sat at his desk unable to keep his mind on the work. He did not know her at all, but his heart told him differently. She did not answer the door. Robert's face peeked into his office."Don't worry about the case." The blonds man's face held a maniacle gleem for a second, before it turned to the friendly grin that was associated with him. A suspicion began to form in his head, and although he tried to drive it from his mind the idea was stuck. He back away and left the room. Carlo after 4 seconds followed him. She walked out from the lake knowing her nearest neighbors were miles away. Sara was wearing only underwear and although she was sad she lost the man she loved, she was at peace. Finally putting the memory of her father to rest. "I knew it was you, Kayla." Looking about she found him resting against a tree, a silver gun laying idly in his hand. "Gina. Or maybe a twenty three year old Sara Colon." "Don't kill me." "Where is the money, and the gun?" "I have the gun, but like my father told you about the money before you killed him. Yo no lo tengo." Sara said. Slowly she walked out of the lake, the water reveiling more of her body with each step. The white man was mezmerised and did not notice that she headed toward her clothes. "Perhaps I should rape you before I kill you." "Maybe I should kill you." She swept the gun out of from her pile of clothes and shot at the same time he did. Sara had just hit her target showering the man in splinters, but the man got her straight in the leg. It was like having a fiery coal inside her. No screams ripped through the air because she was not weak. And although the pain was nearly unbearable she blocked it out. Blood ran down her legs pooling at her feet. Looking very much like a martyr the way she looked toward the sky. "No more, I may not want to die but I'd rather just kill myself before you kill me." Sara raised the gun to her head. "I'm sorry god." The man raised his gun to fire again. "STOP!" A bullet rang out but instead of blowing Sara head's clear of her shoulders it hit the man in the stomach. "Now you die mother fucker." It was delivered in the same east coast accent Sara thought she forgot. Carlo leaned over the man trying to keep himself from delivering a blow to his face. "I killed him. " The man said with a happy grin. "We all heard that." Police came out from everywhere. Paramedics came in and the police knew Roberts wasn't going to die. Even Sara knew that but it had brought about his confession, so she knew it was over. She lay pale on the white hospital covers, her face turned away from him. Why did he not see the clues to Roberts madness? The mother cupped her hand over her daughters cheek. "Te amo mi hija." Carlo was glad that finally it was over, but something bothered him still. "Mami, mami." The women hugged in tears of joy."Its over." "Yes." Her mother said with a thick spanish accent. "Kayla was Sara." It finally came to him a week later. She used him. It was plastered on the news after two weeks of the police keeping it quiet. Sara was walking though the electronic section of a store when it came on. Her picture and that of the killer police officer came on. Then there was Carlo. Her heart leaped. He talked about the case and made apologies to her and her mother on behalf of the police department. He was calm and so handsome Sara almost cried. "Tu le ama." "Con todo mi corazon." Sara whispered with tears running down her cheek. Carlo opened the door to Sara's old appartment. His heart even more broken than it had been in the begining. He walked through the whole thing and still saw her stamp on everything he saw. How could he even love her still? He could not bring himself to clear the place out. Looking around he would almost think that she was still here. Small sobs whispered through the air, immediately he followed them, finding her sitting on her bed looking down at something she was stroking tenderly. Silky curls ran down her back, tears filled chocolate eyes looking down at something. She still affected Carlo. "I'm sorry, but I love you." Sara said. He forcefully pulled her up and looked fiercely into her eyes. Sara let him see through her eyes all the love she held in her for him. Carlo tenderly held her to him."I love you, too." Tears slipped through her eyes and happiness radiated from his eyes. "Did you lie about everything?" Sara looked into his eyes and knew what he was asking. "I do love you, I fell since the begining." "Te amo mi amor." Carlo said with a smile. At that moment Sara knew they belonged together. |