endless

It seems as though I won't ever wake up, like I have been drugged for eternity. I can still feel him I can still see him, like it was yesterday. His tiny hands like a doll and tiny feet, he is perfect the most beautiful creature. I hated to say goodbye, I hated letting you go. How fast life can happen, one moment planning a trip the next my world is turned up side down. I saw him crying and it still didnt sink in, I still couldn't figure out what was going on. To go back in time just to hold him again, I would give anything.