Beyond the Pain

feel that, i want to cry and cry. It is hard to love a person and after that you sacrifice for them. I f God can do sacrifice, i can do, for him, for God, for the people around. I was love by a person which is forbid to love, but though it is hard to let go, for the sake of my love on him i will sacrifice my self, even i gain the pain, the aches and the sorrowful life, but though i suffer that, i will try to be strong to see him smile. I do write to express my feelings, to say sorry to God, To cry for Help unto God and to say to my love that i love him still even we are not at all, in my heart i still love him. Because i love God and him and those people, i'm willing to sacrifice my self for them.







thank you for you my last man that i've love, to God who never stop reaching me even i betray Him, to the People i love, thank you for sharing your life with me. I love you!