This day

This Monday is not exactly the best day of my life. I do not feel on top of things. Please do not misunderstand, I know that I am a fortunate person. On a scale from one to ten however, this is a bum day.

My relationships are all hung up. My life lacks exuberance. My spirits need lifting. We all want to feel special do we not? I feel like one of the sheep being herded by the few.

Ugly? I feel ugly and wrinkled. I feel like hiding under the bed with my cat. That would be fun. He lives low key and he is always accepting of me.

These unbidden thoughts race through my mind as I stand in front of the bathroom mirror with a towel wrapped around me, dressing for the day.
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