about how i got over a nastey brake up that i dont rewgret now and i never will i am happy |
I used to really love you and you know my love was true, now we have departed, and i am left broken hearted. I kept thinking of your loving eyes, but now i know all they containg are hurtful lies. i didn't want to break us up, i remember when i did your eyes were like a poor lost pup. i wondered if it was sensere, i wondered if losing me was your fear, i wondered if you would even shed a tear, i wondered how you could lie like that, i wondered if you were just using me to get to her, i wondered what tempted you to cheat, i wondered how well you took that defeat. if it makes you fell much better, it is killing me reading that old love letter. i was feeling terrible about our fight, that is until last night. i heard the words straight from your mouth your said, "i am glad me n that dork r done." that hurt it gurt so bad more then a ton. i ran out crying, i then knew that your stringgs you had around me were untying, then i shouted, " i used to love you then i walked out of your life, until a week later when you showed up at my doorstep and seeing you,is like stabbing me with a knife. your words were so simple you said, "i messed up i love you so much." i just staired then he took my hand with a gental touch. and said, "please please take me back please," i shook my head no he said, "i will get down to my knees." he looked so sinsere so truthful then i thought back to the day i cought you cheating i said, " i cant afford your wrongly treating," you said, " i changed honest i did." his voice was high like a little kid then i finnally broke out and said I used to really love you and you know my love was true, now we have departed, and i am left broken hearted. he started to say, " that was before this is now start..." i cut you off and said, "no i just put the pieces back together the pieces of my heart, you know the one you tore apart, i cant deal withit againso another relationship is what we may not nor cannot start so i bid you adu. i am sure you can find a new, but like me there are no more just me just one not two, you messed up you only had 1 chance and honestly i am glad we are threw you disappered into the dark, i was finally happy i felt different like i could take on a shark, i dont need you i nver did if you neever came here i might have never gotton over your eyes. i am glad that i am over you, but not glad this is what it took for me to relize. |