you

As i sit here alone staring at your picture, realizing I gave you my all. The very soul of me, yet and still my heart has held on to it's one true desire. This i shall carry to my grave and even beyond. The yearning to talk to you, to hold you and most of all just to reach over and touch you. To be so close but yet so far; unable to hold you.

I lay here wondering what's on your mind? I hope it's the decsion I've been fantasing about for so long.