Poem for my sister

I dont wanna stop thinking about you,

i just wanna keep dreaming about you.

I hate to be so preoccopied by you;

but even hate it when not talking about you.

You were my life,

but now you have become even more prime.

oh god! just make her aware of it;

that except her i dont pay anyone a shit.

I know your happiness is he and not me;

and this truth always hurts me.

I could never do anythin without you;

but now i am forced to live without you.

i know my love is really selfish;

but what to do, sharing you was never my wish. 

                                                                                                                                     

(miss u)