Lovin' Him

Sitting here feeling like I'm about to cry.... or die, but he doesn't care, he has his arm around her shoulders, not even noticing me standing here, I'm dying inside, wanting him to be mine, but he doesn't notice me at all, i think he wouldn't notice if I disappeared. I feel so worthless, so much pain in my heart, I feel like a train wreck getting ready to start, just need to get away from this life, but even if i did, i wouldn't be able to stop thinking about him.... so i keep wishing, wishing, wishing he was mine; but i dont think that'll ever happen, so with tears running down my cheeks, i stand here watching them flirt the night away, feeling like an outsider, why can't he see hes hurting me? it feels like the fire in my heart is giving out, i just cant go on like this, but i cant forget him nor can i leave