Why cant i finish it? What is stopping me? |
The Test of My Life. I fall to my knees Tears rolling down my cheeks I cover my face with my hands And start to critisize myself Why couldnt i do this What is wrong with me? A voice rings out through the room I hear my name They are all watching me This is exactly what they were expecting to happen Why cant i prove them wrong? Why do i keep doing this? Slowly i raise up to my feet Wipe the tears from my eyes And turn to face them They are all my friends, my family Why cant i just do what i need too? Why cant i talk to them? They are trying to talk to me To make me talk back I open my mouth but nothing comes out I feel like i have no voice Why is this happening? Why do i feel so helpless? I need to hold my head high To face them and stay confident I need to show them who i really am Not this girl thats in my past Why cant i do this? What is stopping me? I figure it out I know why i cant do this Its because im afraid This is one of my biggest fears Why cant i face it? Why cant i put it behind me? I will do it next time I will face my fears Along with my past I will face my friends, my family And i will finish that test I will become a blackbelt! |