Monday, April 27, 2009

We chatted. We were at MacDonald's. The couple left for dinner and we were left there since he was still eating.

He started commenting on friends and their lives, what he thought of their decisions. And his sister.

It was at this point he showed the mature, the thinking side of him instead of the crappy, oh-my-god-lame side of him.

And I did find him very attractive.

I wanted to say... "If you had made the first move..." or "If he left and he didn't say a word to me..."

Oh yes. I would have chosen him. Liked him. Maybe fall in love.

Hmz.

But anywayz.

It's too late now!

I do feel a bit sad for him that we can't be together.

I think he did liked me. A little? A lot? I don't know.

It's just that... I kind of feel for him.

And I really do find him attractive now.

I hope I don't get distracted.

But I don't think he would ever betray his brother.

I miss him. And I am distracted.

How?