6-5-2011

Useless, like the trash in the dumpster outside my window,

Needy, like little bratty kids clinging to their mother’s side,

Boring, like sitting in this place all day, doing nothing,

Unhappy, like each day that passes lately,



This is how I feel at times,

Just a drifter,

No place that I belong,

No job to hold me here,

A bum in a small home,



There’s nothing I can do now,

I have tried to change how things are going,

And none of the efforts pay off,

This world is cruel, This world is hard,



And now he’s not around,

The small light in my dull life,

He doesn’t know how much he means to me,

He just knows I care, I always will care,



There’s one thing I have wanted to say,

Why can’t I say it?

It’s been easy for all the rest,

But why now won’t it come out,

Why can’t it be there for us?



I just don’t understand life,

Especially lately,

My friends I can barely stand,

They are picky, needy, annoying at times,

I just can’t deal with it all,

But really, put yourself in my shoes,

Would you be doing this any better?