Based on some of my experiences in relationships. |
Everytime I think of you, my heart begins to flutter. When I hear your voice, nothing else seems to matter. But... Suddenly you vanish, disappearing without a single word. Leaving me lost, confused, wondering, when will this end? After countless days to weeks, you`re back to being my "boyfriend." I love you and always will, you say you feel the same. But... How can I believe you, when we barely talk anymore? The second I ask to see you, communication instantly stops. You tell me not to worry so much, that you still feel the same. My heart wants to believe you, yet my mind says "Run!" But... How am I supposed to run, forget the one I`m so in love with? Should I throw those feelings away, move on and protect myself from the hurt? My heart is falling apart, torn between what I want to do and what I should do. I can`t stay away from you, no matter how hard I try. But... Maybe the right thing to do, is to do nothing. Wait until he decides, until he realizes the truth. The truth of this being, how perfect we fit together. As he realizes this, the disappearing stops. But... The biggest question of all, is will he realize this? If he doesn`t, however, will I have the strength to let go and move on? |