much too much

Much too afraid of the feelings I have
much too broken is my heart from the pain
much to dead to live the life I want
much too close to my heart you had been

much too sharp were the words that were said
much too alone is the way that I feel
much too careless I have been with my life
much too real are the emotions I conceal

much too distant are our hearts
much too few were the people who cared
much too crazy were my dreams of life
much too many were the tears that I shed

much too long have I mourned the loss of love
much too short was that actual time
much too silly are the wishes I have made
much too wild are the dreams for a life

much too you did I give my life away
much too soft was my heart, but no more
much too wrong are the feelings I have
much too tired am I to fight anymore

much too often do I think of the past
much too early did I think I found love
much too forgotten are my feelings and emotions.
much too late did I actually realize what love was

much too hard are the choices I’ve made
much too heavy are the burdens I bear
much too hard is how I find to not give away my heart again
much too frozen is my heart towards love

much too much