Nothings Left Once You Said Goodbye

There’s nothing left inside
No tears left to cry
Pains gone away
All feelings are beginning to stray
Sleepless nights
Days that feel much too long
Why is it happening again
You said goodbye
Even though I’ve told you goodbye hurts
You left me behind
The first time you said goodbye
I’m trying can’t you see
I want to be there
That goodbye just won’t let me
Loneliness won’t let me be
Without you there’s nothing for me here
I wish I could say you were the same
I’m going to do this
Start erasing you
It kills me
I hope you know that
But what do you expect me to do
When not being with you hurts
And not speaking makes the pain go away leaving nothing
Up until now
There’s nothing left inside me
Only thing I know is to make it disappear
I hope you notice
Make me stop please
Please hear me
My feelings may leave me
But the ones for you will always be
You don’t have a care in the world
Except one
Me losing you
I’m begging you with everything I have left
Listen
Erasing you is all I have
Being empty is a feeling I know all too well
I can’t do it again
Any longer
Hear me now
If you want me
Come save me
Otherwise you’ll disappear from me
And I’ll disappear from everyone
Everywhere
And no one will remember
The girl that was so scared of being left behind
That she left everyone else first