I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for everything that's happening, and I'm sorry for everything that's being done.

If i could turn back the hands of time and keep doing it to be with you, i would in less than a heart-beat. You're my everything, and you complete me. I don't like being without you, but life gave me no choice. I'm sorry about that. I really am.

I hurt just as much as you do, maybe even more. As far as crying--wow, I've never cried this much in my life. I haven't, and I won't for anything or anybody else.

I do blame myself. I am the only one to blame, and I will take full accountability for what's happening right now.

I will not accept you apologizing, and i will not accept your apology. You did nothing wrong; it was me. I made this hard for us, and i'm extremely sorry for that too.

If i could change that, i would. I can't, so i won't say anything about that to cause lmore hurt and pain for us.

I love you, I'll miss you, and I'm sorry.