My Two Sides

On the good days I have a caring heart
My smile brightens up the room
I help others around me
I’m thoughtful in everything I do

Then out of nowhere
I become dark and depressed
My negative attitude says it all
Evil puts my soul to the test

I walk in two paths
Not knowing which way to go
I’ve tried many times
But don’t know which way the wind will blow

I’m lost inside my head
Life plays such silly games
I’ve felt distant cries
I’m falling through the cracks

I’m an angel on the good days
A gargoyle on the bad
The two sides to my identity
Make me wonder who I truly am