Someday..

My head is banging. My ears are bleeding.
I cant take no more of this screaming.
Its worthless and helpless. I dont need this.
You pick me up and drop me down. I cant take this.
I scream help but noone can hear. I hurt myself in the mirror.
I need to know what its like to be gone. Never come back. I hate myself.
I hate my life. Its all worthless. Im out the door, you dont even care.
You just sit there brushing your hair. Laughing at every bad thing that goes on.
Someday you should really care. Im telling you i can take the pain i have since i was 3.
But someday. Someday ill be free.