bunch of random

my eyes burning from the endless blue.
but warming this blue.
an empty death they'd say.
a hopeless cause.
they'd all suspect.
all believe.

In the excitement of the gunfire.
in the lighting of the fireworks.
we had that kiss.
that unforgettable bliss.
my one wish.
i found him there in my place.

beauty in unwanted places.
and sudden to be replaced.
fallowed by my thoughts
empty is she,
soul and heart taken
to a far off place.
but with this shit i seem to relize
that its just a filler.
and nothing less.

With every story there will always be an ending. Unwanted and just. But with this ending there is a new beginning and a longer story if written right. And in those clauses and phrases there’s a new love. A follower of pain. I reasonless thought. an a fallen heart. In every story there’s a blissful kiss a needless wish and a common nit-wit. the simplest of lives to be a story in a book. a lost letter never printed. a poem with no meaning. What a nonchalant way to live. a thought less traveled a rime less sought.


The rain fell hard as i walked her home. It was only a few blocks away but it was needed. She seemed to shine on the dim lighted street as the beads of water rolled down her soft face. Her brunette hair curled, sticking to her cheeks as she walked. Her dull jade eyes racing back and forth from nervousness. a few houses away when she stopped. Pulling on my sleeve I turned to see her form spew into vision. her shivering body seamed to burn into my brain forever a memory of this depressing beauty. her light blue jeans faded to navy and her red long sleeve shirt dripped to crimson as she paused for her look. the one look i give whenever I’m amazed by her hour glass form. i reached my hand to her burning cheeks as she pulled herself as close as physically possible. on her toes she reached for her kiss. the kiss she has was waiting for all this time. a drug she told me. as our lips lightly touched she pressed ever so much more ever time our mouths jarred away. her hands moving to my face as she crushed into it. kissing so forcefully now as if the last for a long time. she did this every day. as she pulled away for the fifth time she sank her head into my soaked chest. listening for my heart beating as fast as hers. but found nothing. only the sound of my whooshing lungs. she hugged tightly once more before letting go. just to stand there and stare at my wet face. my calm blue eyes.
"...before you catch a cold. okay?