love this hatefull

^{shouting and yelling
no words, no laughter
tears falling down my eyes
and yet this continues
please i say, give me a chance
let me tell you "i love u"
yet i dont have guts
writing  words like 'hey'
you reply with nothing to say
i try so hard and let it go
but inside words are like no
tears, fears, why must this continue
love is so hatefull
dont make me cry just let it go
she had you first so ima go
why dont you break up and give me a chance
im better, smarter, and beautiful
im done with all this crazyness
you are so enchanting
making someone like me cry
please stop
love is so hatefull
doesnt have to go any longer
to watch me cry
i start to lie
to make myself belife
your by myside
so ill let u go
and hopefully you see
this time around
so dont come back to me
and regret what you did
because love this hatefull
wasnt ment to be}