Alone in my Memories

There are things one shouldn't experience,

Things that can scar.

There are things that one shouldn't remember,

Like being abused.


I can't fathom

What it might have been like

To never remember.

What did I do to deserve it?


My guardians trusted him,

I trusted him.

He said it was just a game.

Does that make it wrong on my part?

Is it my fault?


How do I go on from this?

How?


I sit alone

In a restaurant

Questioning myself.


I am the only one in my memories.