Pain

{b{u}}Pain{/u}


Go on and cry yourself to sleep,
Wishing for a silent relief.
Screaming "God please help me!"
For you are not blind,
But you cannot see.
It's okay to be addicted,
But you must refrain.
Its not a permanent fix to relieve all your pain.
Hurt but not beaten,
You hide behind pride.
Your heart is breaking.
And your dying inside.
Your try to connect
But never break through,
Because people only see
The bad that you do.
Break promises and steal whats not yours,
Because nobody knows what goes on behind closed doors.
You mask your pain with anger
And show them you dont care
Because you really believe
Thats nobodys out there.
You find somebody you trust
And do as much as you can
But once they get what they want
You can no longer satisfy them.
You cry so hard and you dont understand.
Your scared to show your hearts true demand.
You want them to love you,
To be their number one.
But noone can do that,
So your pains just begun.
Just let it sink in that you hate yourself
So they hate you too.
Your asking too much, so your wish won't come true.
And try to make yourself go completly numb
Because deep in your heart you know
Relief will never come.