To my daughter Faith Samara, I love you baby girl I miss you very much. |
It was June 18th 3:46 pm I reached out to him in pain I held his hand squeezing with all I had and pushed with what little strength I had left in me My chest pounded and I screammed in such agony all at once and with out warnning my daughter came and the nurse handed her to me she was just nine-teen weeks I'm sorry miss. there is nothing more we can do we must turn our focus now to you The harsh words came like thunder in the night all most like a dream I cried out this can't be happening to me someone please wake me The clock ticked on to 3:48 pm and I looked up to him tears streammed down my tired face He bent over my hospital bed and wrapped me in his gentle embrace I looked deep into his brown eyes and we both looked at her She moved not even once no sound no cries I rocked her in my arms and sang her a sweet lullyby "Good night sleep tight in mommies arms" I know for him I must be strong Rest with the Angels my baby girl never worry anymore No more pain no more sorrow for you tommorow Your body lies so tiny and sweet in my arms But your spirit has all ready gone Gone to a place so far a way The love I have for you will remain I will never forget the scent of your skin the smile I know you fought to give I love you so much my baby girl Daddy and your brothers and your sister love you too We all miss you Rest with the Angels Faith Samara |