what never even happened

         your smile, it made me smile.
you lols and rotfls at midnight put me to sleep
us talking till 7 in the morning was a highlight
          you saying things i never thought you felt.
than the pain.
the tears.
the screaming.
         you'll never know how it hurt to know it never happened.
to know you left before i told you...
to think back and want to cry.
         to see you with her.
to think... is that what i should have done.
         you always said how much you wanted me.
i waited, but than you walked away!
now i see you everyday and HAVE to remind myself its all changed
not talking to you kills me
         But what kills me the most is how you act like non of it happened!!!!


Just thought you might wonder how you left me, but you'll never even know.