If you only knew

Sittin here lookin at the sky thinkin about what could've been reminiscing about the good times, i wish i could go back in time to tell you how i really felt and now i'm thinking of what could've been but now i'm feeling like a pile of shit just thinking what could've been, but i must stop is what they tell me but i can't stop thinkin about that moment if i could only tell you but i'm afraid of the outcome maybe you'll think i'm weird or never look at me the same again if you only knew.